Overcoming Mom Guilt: 5 Strategies for Finding Freedom
This is post #4 in the series: How to Find your Way as a Stay at Home Mom
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Whispers of Mom Guilt
You’re not doing enough.
You’re not a good mom.
You’re ruining your child.
The voice of mom guilt is often the loudest voice in our heads. We have many voices in our heads, and for some of us our intuition is the softest, and our guilt is the loudest. Guilt will monopolize the conversations in our heads and paralyze us as we attempt to bend ourselves like Gumby to its will.
Unfortunately, we can’t ever completely escape it. It holds a sliver of truth by the very fact that we can’t possibly meet every single whim and need of our children. We do and always will fall short. Thus guilt follows us around and jumps at every chance it can to accuse us.
True or False?
Before I go any further, I want to distinguish false guilt apart from healthy guilt. Merriam Webster’s simple definition of guilt is
responsibility for a crime or for doing something bad or wrong.
God-given guilt functions to bring us to an awareness and regret of a wrongdoing so that we can make amends and hopefully make wiser choices in the future.
False guilt is more like,
self-reproach: feelings of culpability especially for imagined offenses or from a sense of inadequacy.(Webster)
False guilt undermines our efforts and disqualifies our actual contributions. When we live under this guilt, we live defeated. Even if we tried to obey the voice of false guilt, we could never satisfy it. There will always be something else that we need to do.
Mom Guilt is False Guilt on Steroids
Because there are so many opinions and information on parenting and child-rearing available to us, the problem with false guilt is only compounded when we become moms. Here are some hot parenting issues I have felt the most guilt over:
- Formula feeding my babies
- Not spending “enough” time playing with my kids
- Letting my kids watch TV
- Not offering perfectly nutritious foods all the time
- Not liking to cook
- Wishing I had more time away from my kids
- Yelling at my kids
- Not keeping up with the housework as much as I “should”
We all have a list like this. A list that holds stories, limitations, and sins. There is true guilt and false guilt mixed up in these together. So how do we untangle such a mixed bag?
5 Strategies for Finding Freedom
1. Simply begin to doubt the bully inside your head
False guilt tallies the results of our “lists” and deems us a “bad mom”. For some of us it can be really hard to instantly and totally disbelieve this claim. Instead, simply start by doubting this accusation.
2. Get curious about yourself and show yourself some compassion
Make a list of all the things you feel guilty about, much like the one I made above. Then ask yourself the following questions:
- What is the truth of your situation?
- How has your story contributed to your choices?
- How do you see these choices affecting your children?
- Do you need to make changes in your life or do you need to let some ideals go?
3. Deal with any true guilt
Own your mistakes and make amends for them. The power of an apology goes a long way with a child. As you show humility in asking for forgiveness from your children, they in turn will learn how to do the same. What a valuable skill!
4. Lower your expectations… and then, lower them again!
This is a word of wisdom I received from a friend while early in the trenches of young motherhood. She was so right. I looked at everything I thought I needed to do to be a “good mom” and realized it was just too much for me. Honestly, I was disappointed because there were several things I wanted to hold onto, but I realized that for the season I was in they were not essential. I had to give them up for a period of time to save my sanity. Evaluate each item in your life and decide what is important and essential for this season of life. I promise you, you won’t have to let go of certain things forever.
5. Enforce healthy boundaries
A lot of guilt comes from simply having to deny our children, even when it is a good and healthy thing to do. While this can contribute to some mommy guilt, we need to understand the bigger picture if we are to let go of that inappropriate guilt. It is our job to set healthy limits. We cannot count our success as a mother in terms of how happy our children seem to be. They will always pull for more and we need to set limits with them, based on what we know to be good for them and for ourselves. Though they may pout or scream at our boundaries, we don’t need to feel guilty for setting healthy boundaries. And as a bonus, when we consistently enforce healthy boundaries, we are much less prone to yell.
Keep in mind what is true
Once you put your guilty conscience in its place, you can move forward one step at a time. Remember that as you set goals for yourself, aim for growth, not perfection. Continually consult your intuition in this process to determine what it is you believe your children really need from you. Finally, always remember that there is grace for you. Your kids will continue to present you with many opportunities to try again, to try something else, or to start from scratch.
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#4 has been really key for me as a parent. When I had my first child, I had TONS of lofty expectations of myself as a parent. I’ve had to learn to let go of a lot of those, and instead ask, “What is God calling me to do as a parent?” Great wisdom, Kate.
Thanks, Larissa! Yes.. those darn lofty expectations!!
Very good article.
Just to forewarn you all, from my “older” point of view, The Mom Guilt goes on throughout your adult life. As we age, we wonder what if we had chosen different strategies, and if we had, would we have even happier and improved adult kids. Who knows. We are where we are and what it is, is.
Funny thing is, this perceived guilt looms over us at our most vulnerable times: when we are sick, having self-doubts, when we think our adult children are not happy or experiencing difficulties. For some of us moms, we hear our own mothers’ fears loud and clear at those times. Sometimes if we are lucky, we hear her words of encouragement – for me, it was my dad’s words that I have to repeat to get the guilt monkey off my back. “Tomorrow will be a better day.” “Just do your best, that’s all you can really do”.
The reality is both my kids are exceptional adults with whom I am very proud of. If I look at all the “good” they do in life, I realize that they are who they are in-spite of me or my perceived failures.
Go get ’em kids. Live life to the fullest and brighten your corner of the world.